Rev Writes!

For my Perspectives self-portrait, I decided to paint a black and white image of me with blue accents. I chose this block of wood as my canvas because it had two shallow cavities right where I wanted to draw the eyes, which I enjoyed because it gives the painting the illusion of the eyes following you where you go.  I chose to do this in black and white because it portrays the way I see the world: somewhat colorless and bland, and I like the way it makes it so that the world sees me as I see the world. The blue accents contradict this, but blue is also associated with the cold, so it gives the whole piece an air of cold blandness, which I enjoy. I also gave myself bags under my eyes to represent how tired I generally feel. I added the collar and chain because,  on occasion, I feel chained by other people's expectations of me, and the blue-to-black gradient background accents this. Since the chain goes toward the black, it's chaining me to the bad things, to the dark...

Nonexistence for dummies "I am." "No, you're not." But... aren't I? I must be. But- ...No, no, no. The things I am are but spun glass shields and broken swords- there. Fragile. Created. Who am I? I wonder, mind skipping and trudging and drowning all at once. I am. I reply, repeating the words like a mantra until I almost believe them again. I must be. ...Then the 'wolves' come. And life continues, the world spinning as it always has and will until it, too, is gone. * For my Perspectives class, I had to write a flash fiction piece that was meant to be a sort of self-portrait, and here's where I'll place the breakdown of said piece. The piece is titled  Nonexistence for dummies,  which I think summarizes it quite nicely- the piece itself is a narrative about a person that is made to feel that everything they are isn't real, and as if they, themselves, don't exist- so the title shows that "hey, these are t...